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My Mental Thoughts
I think too much
This be just speakin out on How I Feel bout certain things.....
Life hhhmm.... Well LIFE is BLAH... but what da hell..you have to TRY and make the best out of it..I mean whats the alternative DEATH? well NOT FOR ME..atleast not for now...
Life is mad stressful OFCOURSE IT IS ... No One nevers always get what they want...People just got to deal with what they got and hope for the best. Try to achieve thier goals and make to trip as less bumpy as they can.
We all expierce hard time...we cry and be mad stressed and depressed but all those situations we wish we did not go through we LEARN from them, and with that knowledge we know better next time.
I guess .....all I can do is be me..and try to be as happy as I can.. take care of myself as best I can.. and just try and try to make the best out of everything.. Try and have No Regrets and make the greatest memories I can.
LOVE..Love all I can say that EMOTION right there be havin me TRIPPIN. Thats the one emotion that can make you happy, sad, depressed, angry, joyful... Its like a damn connection to every other feeling in the book.
I still dont really know what LOVE is.. well the UNCONDIOTIONAL LOVE is. Still waiting and LOOKING for it. But for some reason peeps dont know what to do with it. Maybe Love is to great of an emotion for them to understand and keep so they FUCK IT UP all the time.
I dont get how someone can be with another person and "SAY THEY LOVE THAT SOMEONE" and then cheat or lie or BS, or hitt, or talk shyt, or anything. They should cherish their love...I know I would. I would be the HAPPIEST RICAN IN DA WORLD!!! Have my baby and be together forever and a day.
I think that is the BEST TING EVER! My Life would be so great if I had someone LOVE in it. and as much as I WANT it is as much as I am SCARED of it. Love is some scurry ass shyt. You put all these emotions into someone and you NEVER know how that person will turn out. and me I am the kinda of
person that would put all my trust into that person. Cuz to me dats what your suppose to do. If your with someone to be with them you SHOULD TRUST THEM... if there is no TRUST there is no RELATIONSHIP..its as simple as that. If you do have trust its mad scurry cuz as much as you think the other
person loves and trust you...you will never really know sometimes.. and its scurry as hell to think what if..and what if he/she does this to me. cheats on me/lies and or leaves me... All you can have I guess is LUCK, just be lucky as hell and find that DEAD RIGHT person for YOU.
But, I guess before you love someone you MUST LOVE YOURSELF..so If anything does happened that you did not expect, you can always fall back on YOURSELF and be CONTENT with You just being You. [good luck]
SEX Well Well Well...SEX that 3 letter word that be having EVERYONE and THEY MAMA doing all kind dumb shyt for.. and for WHY?? I DONT KNOW.. AS FOR ME there is no SEX.. I DONT WANT IT.. I WANT NADA TO DO WITH IT. I aint trying to FUCK no one I aint Tryin to have SEX with someone.. I am gonna MAKE LOVE!
Peeps be like ITS DA SAME THINg.. well NO THE HELL IT AINT. FUCKING...thats just 2 people who bored, and dont really care for eacother and have no respect for themseleves, their feelings, or their bodies. They just want some ASS nothing more.. Sex that more with people who are more familiar with eachother..sorta like
eachother, maybe care for eachother.. But not commited or IN LOVE with eacother. They share common feelings for eachother..and may or may not want to go further. MAKING LOVE...well thats when you are IN LOVE with eacother.. when you care so much for eachother and take time to listen and respect and care about eachother.
When you want to be one. and stay as one. and be commited to eacother and share one of the greastest bonds you will ever have. When people trust thier bodies, their hearts, thier minds, and their souls with eachother.. DATS THE BEST ASS YOU WILL EVER GET!.......as for me..I aint get that yett.. and thats what I am WAITING FOR
I am still a TECHNICAL VIRGIN... and even though some ass be walkin my way and it do be TEMPTING AS HELL, I rather wait for the real thing. Even though I am LONELY ASS HELL, I rather wait for the real... Even though I be horney ass hell... I rather wait and wait for the real thing
I dont care HOW LONG [sorta do] but I WILL WAIT.. Beacuse it will be the BEST! and it WILL LAST and you wont have to worry about all the BS that MOST relationshiops have. Yours will be perfect cuz it is based on LOVE and you both will know that and both will want to KEEP IT for forever and a day.
| On Sexual Oreintation ~ ~ |
S.O.LET ME SEE..where do I begin....WELL 1st I never could figure out why some People can have so much to say..so much animosity..so much anger and hate for something they know ABOSULTELY NADA about. JUST DONT GET IT. People put so much AGAINST people of a different orientation, when they have no clue what so ever on the feelings and thoughts that "THOSE" people feel and have. People are quick to put gay, bi, trans people down. so quick to through religion into it and say we are SIN and goin to HELL. LIke what the blood!! so STUPID!! Cuz my rican ass is as FRUITY as a bowl of FRUITY PEBBLES and I know what I feel for someone, what I feel for another DUDE when I am with him.. and that feeling is LOVE . and I dont care WHO ANY ONE IS, I DONT CARE WHO ANY ONE IS WITH..HOW ANY ONE FEELS . WHATEVER ANY ONE"S RELIGION IS.. LOVE IS NEVER WRONG.. the feeling of LOVE CAN NEVER BE A SIN.. I know in my heart what I feel is right so I dont give 2 shyts on what some punks ass heteros think.
To the heteros of the world--- If you dont FEEL that being Gay, Bi, Trans is "RIGHT" then HEY DATS COOL. I aint no one to tell someone what is right and wrong. Feel how you feel and DO YOU. but dont knock someone for living and trying to be themselves. Trust the feelins "WE" be havin are not controlable.. WE FEEL IT and CANT CONTROL IT.. ITS JUST THERE.. so LET OUT RAINBOW ASSES JUST BE!.. We aint tryin to bother yall so dont bother us... Walk that way--> and we will walk our way SIMPLE AS THAT. And If someone of da same sex gives ya a compliment or tires to holla. SAY THANKS BUT NO THANKS.... and it will be the end of it..
To the homo people of the world--- DO YOU! you know how you feel and you know its RIGHT.. ALWAYS follow your heart ... try no to give a damn what strangers have to say, what friends have to say what family have to say... STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF!!! and do what you gotta do JUST BE WISE IN ALL YOUR DESCISIONS
| On Sexually Transmitted Diseases ~ ~ |
STDs MAN!! that shyt aint no joke!!! If yall gonna get IN BED WITH SOMEONE.. Wear a CONDOM PLEASE!!! THEM STDs aint no joke yo for real. It takes like 1 min to put on a condom.. and you can get FREE CONDOMS from ALOT of PLACES... so I am saying do what you have to do to protect yourself. Yall do not and I know I DO NOT want no kind of STD in me... Some are disgusting, painfull, weird, nasty, uncurable, and DEADLY. Now for me.. aint no sex and ass worth MY LIFE.
I had 2 family members pass from AIDS [aunt was 33 cuz was 7] and I use to visit them every summer and sometimes in winter.. and I saw they had to live.. and THAT IS SOME SCARY ASS SHYT! I see how year after year they got worse and worse...after all the doctors visits and having nurses come to the house to giv IV and ALL THE MEDS they still got worse and worse.... I went to see them like 3 weeks before they passed and I STILL GET CHILLS when I think about it. My lil cuz was like physically handicaped, he could not move or talk..he was 7 and wearing diaphers...I dont even think he reconized my family....... my aunt looked like she was 50 and she was just 33.... her hair was white and thin, skin was pale, her eyes twiched back and fort..she looked like a ghost.. It was so SADD.......................
Thats why I dont play when It comes to STDs....I aint tryin to live like my aunt and cuz had to live... I aint tryin to be in bed with NO ONE if I aint ready for it and if It aint gonna be SAFE SEX...and before I do mess with someone we both gonna get take an STD TEST I am not messing around with that... I love my life and I aint tryin to ruin it with havin an STD.
CITIZENS OF THE WORLD!!! PLEASE BE SMART... DONT let no one rush you..you are ready WHEN YOU ARE READY.. dont listen to know one... If you feel it aint time ot it aint right DONT DO IT! and If you do.. MAKE SURE YALL BOTH CLEAN and....... WRAPT IT UP FELLAS..LAdies there is FEMALE CONDUMS TOO [I heard they offer more stimaltion to female too] So if he aint got one you should have one.... Try and learn as much as you can about sex and STDs the smarter you are the SAFER YOU ARE.
Abortion Well.....this is a tuff one. I just feel that it is the woman's right to CHOOSE what happens with her body. If she aint ready, then she has to do what she has to do. If she aint ready..then SHE AINT READY and should have the right to abort. People say dat " if she ready to have sex she should be ready to have a baby" NOT DA CASE.. shyt happens.....
If you do not agree with abortion THEY DONT HAVE ONE.. but no one should never tell someone else what they should or should not do with thier body. Would I have an adortion is I was a girl? hmmm I really dont know... it all depends on the situation. If I was ready to have a baby then COOl I would but if I aint ready... then to da abortion clinic I shall go.
Its a scary situation.....and a tuff one. But just follow your heart, ONLY YOU know when its time for a baby and the responsibilites that come with havin a baby. So If you for it, then cool, if you aint then dats cool too. Just let people make their own descisions.
Sentence to Death, well....I just think like if you bold enough to kill someone you bold enough to die. I think we should have the death penalty. I think that people need to be aware of the fact that they will be put to death if they kill someone. I know its CRUEL and IMMORAL but so is killing someone. If you kill you should be killed. I think America should have laws and put people to death. We need to get tuff sp slow ass Ameircan Citizens will stop killing people. If they see that the goverment aint playin and would put more and more people to Death, I think less people would commit murder. If we stopped with the Dealth Penalty, thats more people we have to have in jail. More taxes that will go up because we the American People are the ones who are going to have to pay for these murderers to live in jail. Pay for thier houseing, their food, their medical, their clothing, their whole life! FUCK DAT,
I aint to happy about paying taxes for these crazy ass people whole kill and rape THAT SHYT AINT RIGHT. I just feel once someone commits murder, they are to me INHUMANE, there for I dont think its INHUMANE to put them to death for their actions.
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